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Last night my so called girlfriend let me fuck her against my friends bathroom door. I guess she's angry because I was on my phone most of the night and then when I got drunk I decided it was time to fuck her and after I did I decided it was time to leave. It was already 3a.m. And yeah maybe we lived together for a little while but no one can ever really live with me. Or be that much in my life. I could wake up to your face every day but that still doesn't mean you know shit about my life. What I'm really up to.

She got the most upset when I offered her money. I don't know what I was thinking, but I wanted to leave and I wanted her to go away. So I asked if she wanted some money. And she took this completely the wrong way. I guess I can understand it, me having just railed her and all.

I think you're perception of someone has to change once you've fucked them like that. Fucked them insane, when shes screaming your name and telling you how you can do whatever you want to her.

A few nights ago she broke my lamp while I fucked her on my desk.

After I'm done crushing her ego with hitting on other women I like to apologize. I know it doesn't make up for it but I try to explain that sometimes I can't help myself.

I told her she should've known better than to love me. She should have known it was only going to hurt her.

She wishes I told her sooner.